golden afternoon.

today is just one of those days chill days. one where you wake up at nine, take a shower, and go work for your grandpa for a couple hours then go hang out with your wonderful grandma and cousin. throw in a nap and its a golden afternoon. do a couple nice things for your mother like fill up her gas tank and pick up a few groceries. but of course you go with one of your bests because you would rather slice your foot off than face that cold, aisled-filled building alone. eat some kfc that your fantastic mom picked up. watch half of season six of f.r.i.e.n.d.s. curled up with a blanket and paint your nails a red orange color just because you can. its one of those days you can get up and decide to run at 10 pm down your long, dark driveway but not be scared because middle school rap songs drown out the potential fears and the throbbing pain in your bum right leg. a day that soon turns into late night where you find yourself in a county mood, looking at numerous blogs, and playing the what if game. thinking about the future and just having time to yourself.   skyping about future roommates and finally getting to talk to one of them on facebook, which of course is extremely nerve-racking and intimidating but you pray that God will get you through it. a wonderful, much needed day.